So I’ve met this fella, who is so kind and patient towards me it literally makes me sick to my stomach because no one has ever treated me this nicely before.
Officially off the high that was my date Thursday night… well fuck.
I have such a hard time feeling bad for people who constantly put themselves in shitty situations. I understand things happen and we make mistakes, honestly I sympathize and will be there for that person. But when you constantly put yourself in these situations, how can I feel bad for you if you never learn?
Take control of your life! Stop relying on other people and stop expecting people to behave a certain way. Maybe I’m too independent for my own good, but it’s just frustrating when all it would take is just a small change. But nope, just keep doing the same shit you’ve been doing and wonder why things haven’t changed for you yet.
Seriously. I pay for my own school. I support myself. And they still say I’m a dependent and need to provide my parents information.
THEY DIDN’T PAY FOR MY CLASSES I DID.
EVERY FUCKING YEAR I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN. I HAVEN’T BEEN A DEPENDENT ON THEIR TAXES FOR TWO YEARS.
They only want to give me a loan that is ONLY for full-time students and basically when you don’t go full-time they start charging you. HELLO I FUCKING WORK 40+ HOURS A WEEK I DONT EVEN GO TO SCHOOL FULL TIME. THE MOST POINTLESS LOAN EVER.
I saw Kavinsky.
I talked to Kavinsky.
I shook hands with Kavinsky.
My life is perfect.
Yes I’m fangirling but whatever.
FIRST TIME IN LA IN SIX YEARS I AM ALLOWED TO FANGIRL.
Oh, hey Kimber, looks like you’re doing well in life right now.
I know we aren’t friends anymore but remember how I left a sweater about six months ago, I need that all of the sudden.
Even though I blew you off when you took the day off for me and tried to give it me, but instead went to go hang out with other people.
Oh you don’t have it because it got ruined with some of your clothes in a washing machine? Ok I need money then.
Do you ever have that moment where you realize you are in friend love with someone?
I’m having that right now because my night was a little off and I’m just so glad I’m texting this person. Despite them being busy they still wanted to share their night with me, because apparently I’m the only one who listens to this. And I don’t mind one bit.
Now back to my bottle(s) of wine, vegan nachos, and movie marathon.